Still Trying to Wrap My Head Around It

According to the "IVF Due Date Calculator" today I am 5 weeks and 1 day pregnant. That is still just so bizzare!! Even stranger...if they are correct the baby's heart will start beating tomorrow. Our first ultrasound is scheduled for next Monday and we should get to hear it then. I am praying everything is still going well and progressing the way it should. It seems so strange that I haven't had b/w or u/s since last week after months of monitoring and appointments nearly every other day. When you are used to constant updates and progress reports, having to wait a week for this u/s is torture! And then when I get into the actual prenatal stuff it is going to seem so strange because there will be so much time inbetween appointments and things.

Right now the only "symptoms" I would say I am noticing is just being tired and my tummy is kinda funky. I feel queasy when I get full and I haven't felt like puking (yet) but my stomach definately feels sick when I have to go to the bathroom. No cravings, no scents send me running, nothing has caused a completely irrational emotional outburst....yet! lol

Rainy Saturday

I've been on Prometrium supp.s since the day after the second IUI and let me tell you...I am EXAUSTED! All week I have been looking forward to today so that I could just sleep in and recharge my batteries. Well I successfully completed that goal today by not getting up until amost 11:30. It was so nice not to have to be up early or have anywhere to be. The down side to getting up that late is that we have no motivation to really do anything. We had talked about maybe trying to get more painting done, but that didn't happen. Now I'm wondering when we are going to get ready and head out to dinner because I'm starting to get hungery. Tomorrow is my get together with a groupd of girls from the message board I'm on and I'm pretty excited about it. It was a lot of fun last time, and I know it will be again. Still trying to not think about my beta on Monday but, with it getting closer it's getting harder to push to the back of my mind.

Work Is Hell!

We have a new boss and of course people are acting really stupid. All the slackers are now trying to kiss major ass and act like they have always been the best employee ever. Even my co-worker is trying to act like he has always been the boss in the office, when the fact is, he has been enjoying the extra cash and not fulfilling any of the duites of the title. Hell at this point I manage it more than he does! It's so aggrivating!! Plus the stress is so not what I need right now...damn it! lol I'm less than four days from my beta test. Oddly enough I've managed to not think about it too much...well maybe just not as much as last time. I think it's because last time was the first time and it was all so exciting. I have had to catch myself and try not too get too over opptimistic. I hate that I can't even be excited about what might be happening. If I let myself get too hopeful and it's negative, that just leads to an even bigger crash back to reality. I am very much looking forward to a night out tomorrow with my Friday night dates, we haven't seen each other in weeks! I just hope that I don't poop out early, damn suppliments have me so wiped out.